may lose my mind

so i’m not sure how many posts a day is acceptable but since no one reads this as many as i like seems to be a good number!

 

well bash hasn’t slept at all today basically and i’m in denial that it has anything to do with my new coffee habit. and i can’t imagine it actually being from that since I’ve only had one small cup today and same with yesterday and i’ve eaten way more chocolate and had way more soda before these two days with no issue. and now finn is in cahoots with him. they have both been attached to my boobs for the last 3 hours basically. bash has been all day. i seriously have been sitting in this spot with this pillow on me for about 6-7 hours out of the 10 i’ve been awake! poor riley has been playing computer games basically all day(not like she minds she thinks this is the best day ever!) and then i finally whipped out the paint and paper next thing i know she somehow spilled paint on the carpeted stairs. so that was super fun. thank god for crayola washable finger paints! another hour until i have to tackle bedtime for riley with the twins stuck to me. all this of course happens on a day tyler works 10-10! dumb work meetings. it’s not even a “meeting” they are having like a freaking pep rally at dave and busters. jerk…. jealousy? maybe. and i’m here with two tiny space heater melting me while i’m so thirsty and have to pee. i think they are both gassy and i of course cannot find the gas drops and who even knows if they work i haven’t ever noticed it helping. so i just walked away for 15 min because the babies fell asleep on the boob so i thought hey i’ll lay them down get a break… nope they woke right up. tried to calm them down tried to hang out on the floor tried to rock them nope just want the boob. i can deal with half days alone full days nope can’t do it. woah i’m getting my ass kicked by two 9 lbs babies.

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